Things are fuckign crazy right now I am not even sure why.
K is kind of around, I am so torn about him. I feel very hurt when I think about him so I started ignoring his calls.
This dude J contacted me on myspace to go out, so we did. He is insane. Like on our first date he is tellinng me not to see anybody else. I was like wtf? Of course I slept with him because I need to get over K.
On Friday j and i went out again and it was awful. He was mad because i talked to another guy who was hitting on me. like jealous psycho shit. he yelled and i told him to get the fuck out.
we had been hanging out with my dealer and an acquaintance and the dealers boyfriend and his brother ended up trying to hook up with me after she left. I ended up making out with the brother. no sex at least.
Too many guys and too much drama and i am tired of it all. tired of shitty friends and guys being assholes and having my heart broken. i am done.