Hi razor-vizen!

For some reason i thoguht you had left DL or locked your diary or something. It's been so long!
So I saw K today. Be was in San An to celebrate his S&M master's birthday. How sweet. Then he picked me up and we grabbed some food and went to Planet K. Later he picked me up from work and we hung out for a bit. We had a mini fight but it blew over. He even gave me a hug goodbye. He must sense that I am happier and moving on. It's better this way.
I have a date with some dude I met on myspace. He is like 37 I think and he might have kids I don't remember. The one dude I met on match that I liked only e-mailed me once. Oh well. Some other dude just wants sex which is lame. i can get sex anywhere anytime, I am looking for something deeper than that.
I have been exercising twice day recently and I think that is a schedule I can maintain. In the morning and at lunch and sometimes after work too.
Of course I also have b/p-ed twice this week. *sigh* One day I'll get it right.
No drugs so far this week but not for lack of trying. I have been spurned twice by the dealer. Perhaps it is a sign. K was happy when i said I hadn't done anything. For once it was true.
Work is going well but it is so stressful. Being a manager is hard. i have to be in meetings all the time and I never have time to work! I hope things get better and I don;'t mess up too much. I really want to do a good job.
I am cleaning and drinking some wine right now. Life is pretty good.