So he has a girlfriend that he loves in El Paso (my old home town) and he wants to see me because he is lonely, horny, whatever...? He got mad when I got upset. I also got drunk; he got mad about that. I am over it as far as the emotions go. He also has a few STD issues. Umm, ewww. Whatever. These are the kind of guys i meet. Honestly I can't wait to move back to NY and then anywhere else. I need to slow down and the drinking so I will still have my looks left when I leave. Who cares about my health?
Still purging on occasion, still fat unfortunately. Have been working out but I have been so drunk/hungover that it hasn't been working.
I am fucking drunk right now at 7:24 in the A.M. Fabulous. Fuck.
Do you remember that song "Girlfriend" by Pepples? I fucking love that early 90s garbage. It's in my head right now.
Girlfriend, why you let him treat you so bad, woah woah-o, girlfriend doot doot doot, you know you were the best he every had.