Hahaha god I got freaking drunk last night but it was fun. i was on the phone consoling my other best friend and got carried away with my wine. But I did not binge or purge so yay me! Not counting calories or weighing myself is helping a whole lot. I just judge myself by how I look and the exercise is the thing that is helping with that. Numbers are the enemy right now.
I am trying to keep up with all my vitamins. I think I need to put them on the counter so i don't forget to take them. I need to focus on my health this month. I had half a cigarette last night. Very naughty of me.
I deleted a bunch of my old coworkers form my FB because I don't like or trust them. And I sent out a bunch of requests for old HS people that I vaguely knew. One guy replied and said yes and sent me a message that while we had never been close he thought of me whenever REM was on the radio. How odd and cool. I made an impression on him too I guess I do affect people in some kind of way. I love it!
Getting ready to work out. I need to be in bikini shape by June because we are going to LA. I want this tummy to be flat once and for all.
I fucking love this waist trimmer. It makes me sweat more which makes me enjoy my workout more and try harder. I don't even know if it does anything but that honestly haha. It also makes my Pilates better because it holds my abs in the correct position, which is in.
I seriously worked out harder than I have in years. I pushed myself and I feel so good. i was already sore this morning which I haven't been in months. So I think I am over my exercise plateau. I had to mix things up a bit and now I am back on track. I have to go to the grocery store again today (I can only carry so much because I don't have a car) and I'll finally be done for the time being. And my horror movies come tomorrow so it will be a movie fest for me. And it's for class, how cool is that!
Hmmm I love how my coworker and the chick I don't like go out to lunch like twice a week and never invite me. He would NEVER go to lunch with me ever but now it's fun times at the Taco place. And he brings back his leftovers whistling and eating loudly begging me to comment. To feel left out. To feel unworthy. But I feel nothing but a slight bit of disdain for whatever reason I just don't give a fuck anymore. I guess I can only take so much abuse before I say fuck it and walk away.
I am actually getting lots of work done now that I don't spend my time licking his asshole basically. I'm actually doing my job correctly and that feels good.I have no idea what the future holds but I want to be in the best shape mentally, financially, physically and emotionally for it. I wasn't ready for that just a few months ago but I think I can do it now.
It appears my coworker got in trouble for not doing something. For the first time in the history of life I swear. I was like WHAT? He's actually being called to task for not doing his job???!!!!! It was crazy.
Just spent some time googling the difference between "into" and "in to" always learning. I now think I understand. Yay education!
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