I ate 670 calories yesterday and then didn't eat dinner or breakfast today and ended up not eating for 24 hours.
If I don't lose another 16 pounds this month I will be very mad. I gave up alcohol for the month so I deserve it. I am in a secret competition with that girl who is everything I used to be. I need to be the best I am starting to get very mad at my self for getting this fat. I cried for a few hours last night and it felt good. I mentally beat myself up for letting this happen. I feel like it's 2000 all over again. Finally.