This no drinking thing better make me lose weight and make my skin better too. I am tired of not being the hot chick at work anymore.
This one chick, "A" is like me three years ago when I started. She has my old position, she loves writing and to travel and cats and all that shit I love. But she is further along than I was then. She has a musician boyfriend, can cook and all the guys at work think she is hot. She joined Toastmasters like me and is just hurrying along. I need to get off my fat ass and do something.
I am so mad at myself. One of my other coworkers does this examiner.com stuff that I do and of course his column is ranked in the top 5 in the city. I only started like 3 weeks ago but it is annoying because he insists on competing with me on everything. Like intelligence wise, trivia wise. Stupid shit like that. And he insists he is going to be the Executive Director or Senior Director level in 5 years.
Ugh I hate like half my coworkers yet they are all doing better than me. Time to pick up the pace again like I did in high school and college.
In other news I am like 180 pounds at 5 11. Someone kill me how did I get so fat. I used to be 135-140. I am on a strict diet from now on. I realize the skinnier I am, the prettier I am and feel, and the better I do at life. So the food stops now.