Fuck I hate these bitches at work.
Yesterday some accounting hag lied to one of the senior directors, telling him that I fucked up some shit that she actually did wrong. i hate this bitch.
Today our independent contractor IT guy royally screwed up, sending out an e-mail form my e-mail address that was incomplete, nonsensical and linked to a dead website.
I am tired of it.
Tired of being blamed for other people's mistakes.
Tired of being yelled at. Humiliated. Tired of crying ever single fucking day.
I am tired of being single when horse-faced bitches with fake tits are walking around with gentle millionaires.
I just can't take it anymore.
I always prided myself on being caring. Not nice necessarily but caring. Understanding of others flaws. Mistakes happen, I don't look to lay blame. In fact I shield people form it. I don't use people. I pay for myself on dates. I don't judge people by their looks or their politics or their book smarts.
And I get tossed aside. Walked on and abused. I am tired of it. Done. I am ready to play the game that others have perfected. I may not be able to look at myself in the mirror. But really, I already know what I look like so what does that matter?