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Pathetic - 2007-11-08
Work: things are going well for the most part. I am learning a lot and settling into my new position. I am having trouble getting the former Director and my new employee to accept that I am in charge. But I am not one to give up. My employee refuses to copy me on her e-mails, which is ridiculous. I need to see what she is sending out, especially since a lot of it is wrong or poorly worded. She has way too much responsibility for a coordinator and her former boss seemed to encourage this. Weight: I started working out again and I am SOOOO out of shape. I can barely do push-ups anymore. I need to motivate myself. I feel so disgusting. I reminisce about college and how I was 25 pounds lighter and 2 sizes smaller and a million times happier (except for the crippling ED of course). Life: Well I am still kind of talking to K. Except we fight so much that I never know if he is going to stop talking to me forever. Like right now, we weren’t even fighting the other day but I haven’t heard from him in 2.5 days. Each time it happens I become less interested and more determined to move on. Just writing that made me feel pathetic. God I need to get a life. My horoscope says that the next month will be a good social time for me. So I have been contacting friends and getting ready for the holidays. The rest of the year is supposed to rock. Thanks Susan Miller!
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