Finally!
Now that I can update I don't even feel like it. I threw out my scale and removed Fitday form my favorties list. Right now I am just working out and eating whatever without trying to count calories or stress myself out. at the very least it is keeping me from bping and I actually am eating less. This is my last ditch effort to get myself healthy.
Everything else is the same I guess. My trip to NYC was fun but I realized how far behind I am in my life. i should have finished grad school by now and been making better money and living the good life. I just need to push myself harder.