So very busy lately but in a good way. Hardcore studying for my big test at work. This test can lead to a big raise if I pass. Also have been honing my HTML skills since that is a big part of my job now too. Married guy again asked me to work on his friend's film. I said yes but no response of course. It's all due to Mercury being in retrograde. That ended yesterday but the effects will go through March 12. Until then I am holing up at home and studying fiercely.
I got soem ADD pills from my friend and my appetite is like zero. That plus the lack of alcohol and the increased exercise has made my tummy flatter. My pants fit! Not my old size 4's but the new size 6's that were threatening to cut me in two. My pills should last through early next week, if I am lucky.
I was actually doing fine without them too. I wasn't eating too much and I was exercising a lot. I guess alcohol was my personal demon. I feel better about myself, although the pills made me very irritable today.
Mr. mtach accidently called me today at 11:30 am. I called back at 6:30 pm and asked if he had meant to call. He sounded confused and said his phone was in his back pocket and he was driving. he sounded happy to hear from me until I made it clear I wasn't interested in talking to him. Perhaps I am destined to ne alone. At this point I am so numb I don't really care.